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Monday, 9 September 2013

Certainty of Uncertainty

" Fikiran kita banyak dipengaruhi oleh suasana dan orang sekeliling. Tanpa disedari, kita cenderung untuk membenarkan orang lain membentuk fikiran kita. Banyakkan kepercayaan kita terhasil ketika kita masih kecil, kita membentuk kepercayaan berdasarkan apa yang orang lain di sekeliling kita kata atau lakukan. Bagaimana kita menafsir pengalaman dan keadaan semasa adalah sebahagian besarnya ditentukan oleh kepercayaan kita. Sebagai anak-anak muda, kita biasanya menerima sebagai benar pandangan ibu bapa dan guru-guru. Walaupun "berfikir atas diri sendiri," adalah lebih besar kesannya daripada kita sering tahu atau melapangkan dada untuk menerima."

 Tiada apa untuk diterangkan di ruangan ini, hamba hanya ingin meluahkan apa yang hamba fikir dan rasakan.


Fikiran mempengaruhi tingkah laku dan sikap kita (behavior). Atau mungkin tingkah laku dan sikap kita yang mempengaruhi fikiran. 


I have many question to ask, but don't know to whom I should ask. To be an unknowledgeable person make you a traveler, searching for answer, what how and why, and perhaps it make us a thinker. 


 But in the process of searching for answer or meaning, we unconsciously followed what has been indoctrinated to us. Wonder would the result be if we leave this indoctrination in the process of thinking ?


After one question to another, we traveled along within our mind and reach on a question, asking about ourselves " What am I ? what's the use to think ? What is the fundamental of believe that I used to hold when I'm thinking ? what am I thinking about ? " 


When we feel that there's nothing else leave to wonder or we use to believe we know everything or we believe that our way thinking is the most authentic, maybe that's the the problem.


Honestly, I don't like to make thing complicated, for me "why so serious? keep simple and effective." But then I found those people who discuss a lot about the fundamental of thinking itself. They do not ask about "what do you think about this,that,these,those? " but they ask "what is thinking?" " who are you?" and at the same time I found a people who at my sight is really not thinking or maybe their way of thinking is really bad. Later then I ask " which side is me? " 


This certainty of uncertainty (Kepastian terhadap ketidakpastian) make me feel so stupid like I know nothing. Many questions yet no answer. 


Freeze for second. Jika berjalan dan berlari itu adalah puncak kepada penggunaan kaki melalui proses 'ta tih', mungkin persoalan-persoalan ini membawa kepada puncak penggunaan akal melalui proses berfikir.


Don't afraid to have doubt . Don't be afraid to thinking big, let's out from the old frame of mind.


Typical people may say "please keep it simple kid, I'm afraid you will go crazy by thinking too much or perhaps you will mislead by you doubt." . May Allah safeguard us from those things and guide us to His path. If thinking is a criminal, i'm afraid that prophet Ibrahim A.S is a criminal.



Indeed, in the creation of the heavens and the earth and the alternation of the night and the day are signs for those of understanding.Who remember Allah while standing or sitting or [lying] on their sides and give thought to the creation of the heavens and the earth, [saying], "Our Lord, You did not create this aimlessly; exalted are You [above such a thing]; then protect us from the punishment of the Fire.(Ali-Imran 190-191)

Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau memesongkan hati kami sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami dan kurniakanlah kepada kami limpah rahmat dari sisiMu; sesungguhnya Engkau jualah Tuhan Yang melimpah-limpah pemberianNya.(Ali Imran 8)